the condemned first

its been a hectic month, and now the one week i had to
relax is almost gone, and ive done absolutely nothing.
shame on me.
i love it.

so, anyway, theres been so much chaos going on around
me lately. usually chaos is my lover, hail Eris! and all,
but now i kinda feel like theres a bunch of monsters just
rampaging through my head. countless hours of
meditation and all i get are monster things.
haha

ok, so since it is my first post:
im dav and im insane, theres no
way around that. it makes life more
fun. im slightly vampyric
[haha slightly]
and i confuse dreams with reality all the time.
just because you might think im
awake doesn't mean i really am.

but back to "reality"
[im an existentialist btw]
uhhhmm....
the rents and i are planning on
getting a new house, hopefully
we'll stay in freeport or some other
town close by.
so between that and keeping myself
inside my body its been intense.
oh, and the play and school and friends.

i need to write more too, i havent
written any poetry since the begining of
the month, i think.

but chaos still flows.